A NIGHTMARE- A BROKEN FRIENDSHIP

I dreamed about us spending time together in school,fooling around in the class together during every periods.

Yes,I dreamed the so what called 'bestfriends'.

Those memories we shared.

The moments when you and I were still close to each other.

We promised to hold each other's hand and fight for SPM.

We promised each other to face the challenging future after SPM.

 

And..

I dreamed about what happened among us,that broke us apart.

All the promises were broken..

I cried for days but they never know.

I was wrong but I don't deserve that.

I don't know what had made them no longer understand me and my feelings.

I trusted them,but they hurt me.

It was my fault but it can be forgiven. 

When you use your rationality to think of it,it may be wrong but there's no need to end a friendship and hurt a friend.

At last,

I faced SPM without them.

I was all alone.

I was near the corner watching them having fun and chatting about issues I would never get a chance to know.

I woke up from my bed.. 

It was a nightmare.

But,it was also a flashback.

And it actually had happened on me.

It was a nightmare,but it had happened and it is a pass in reality.

A broken friendship.

CNY is around the corner!

Yahhh, I can't wait! Just imagine how great it is to have holidays and get to reunion with family&friends and enjoy those foods,and get fatter and enjoy the cny songs....weee~ (everything listed is just sooooo great except getting fatter after cny! NO! ) xD

It's 11.03am in the moring and today is Thursday(7th of Feb),im here in the office alone waiting for my colleague to come,yeah she's late again. hahaha! OHH! there she is!! Bye =) Gong Xi Fa Choi!



It's me =) The cheongsam day with Dyan(my colleague.)