月亮代表我的心

Hi! Finally it's the time to do something I keep on thinking for weeks.

It's 七夕(qixi) festival,which is something similar to Valentines Day actually.

welll..Chinese Valentines Day..There's actually a legend behinds it.

Somebody requested for this song from me months ago. 

He's my business partner when I was doing a rather silly business involving with vouchers. 

We made a deal actually. He said he will help me to ask for more vouchers from his friends, but I need to play a song for him, which is this song. 

So,I think today is a suitable time for this song?

oh ya, remember to pause the 'kiss the rain' song beside there (below my picture) before you play the video below =) 

Happy Qixi Festival!

I miss you. 

<3

月亮代表我的心。The moon represents my heart.

通了。

There's a well-known sentence we Chinese always use to describe situations when it comes to who could be relied on. 

‘靠山，山倒。靠自己最好。’

Many girls out there trying to search for rich men so that they can have easier life in future.

But, can these 'rich' men be relied on? 

There's no guarantee that you will stick with them in the rest of your life.

Be independent. 

There's nothing wrong if you need people to be relied on, 

but make sure if one day you lose them,

you still have the ability to continue the run without them.

It's call a contingency planning. 

We all need back-ups.

We cannot fully depend on a person no matter who he/she is.

Even if your another part is loyal,

he's still a human not an immortal.

Don't be proud if you're driving a luxury car,living in a beautiful house being 'supplied' by your man.

Even though you have a high position but that is ALL because of him...

perhaps you should start thinking about your contingency planning.

Each and everyday,

my aim is to improve and be a better person compare to the day before.

Prepare to be the person I dream to be in the future.

Prayers,mindset and motivations are leading me through this journey.

It is never too young to think further about the future.

Longer planning time will ensure a better result;

Last minute plan goes wrong most of the time.

It is not easy to trust a person and it is even harder for a person to trust you.

These two are the base of 'trust'.

But when you found a person,

you 'trusted' that person 'trusts' you but then,discovered he never did.

That's the most disappointing part of trust I've ever encounter. 

I cannot blame anyone,

not even the person that did something to ruin the bond,

because I know I made a mistake and caused this huge misunderstanding,

although it may not be a mistake for most of the people around me.

People judge things by its surface.

It was actually not like how its surface look like.

A month passed, 

problem is still unsolved.

Don't even have a chance to explain and is being labelled unfaithful, backstabber, promise breaker...

Even if we try not to touch this matter the problem is still there.

Used to think and doubt whether it was just being treated as an excuse.

But, I still have the 'base trust' towards this person.

I trust that this person is mature enough to think and decide upon all his actions.

He actually influenced my way of thinking and now I'm becoming a better person.

That's precious as we all seek improvements,not changes. 

Problem still left unsolved and whenever I think of it I feel tired.

Problems could actually be solved,

if there's still a deeper trust in it.

 

 

 

我和我的影子都在想念你..

There is no possible way for me to stop myself from missing you.

I still remember the day when I sent you to the airport,my heart was so heavy but I promised myself not to cry as I didn't want you to see me crying before you leave. 

I just want you to remember my smile,not my tears. 

It was on 24th of May which is exactly one month till now,as today is 24th of June. 

I thought I'm the only one who's missing you here. But then I realised I'm not the only person that is missing you everyday..

When the day is done, your name and your smile will always appear in my mind. 

Could you stop running around in my mind? I thought you said your stamina isn't good. But why are you still running?

I'm alone in my room;I'm looking at my shadow. 

She's sitting beside me and I saw her putting her hands in front of her chest. 

I saw her holding her pendant and I realized,I'm not alone here missing you. 

Me and my shadow are missing you.

Luckily,I'm not alone here missing you. 

Maybe you simply couldn't understand how much you mean to me. 

I'm so scared of losing you.

I remember that warm hug from you before you left. My tears dropped when I was inside your arms. You told me not to cry and promised me that you'll be back soon.
As I held my tears,I tried to smile as I promised myself to only let you remember my smile. 

When I arrived in the car,I cried all the way till home.
Ahs**,I'm sorry, I didn't listen to you. I just couldn't stop my tears anymore when I thought of how much I would be missing you and at the same time facing another 6 papers without your hold. 

Although we're so far apart and not breathing the same air,not standing on the same corner of the land,our heart may be still connected. 

When I was weak,your call would come. You could calm a crying me. You have the ability to stop my tears and transform them into strength. 

I need you,not only now but in my future. Please do not leave me. You're the only person that can make me feel safe when I'm inside your arm. 

It happened like a fairy tale to me; it is still happening now.
Don't put me aside. I just wish to stay with you. 

时间过得好快

主的恩典够我用

一直以来，妈妈都教我要把一切交托给主，他必定会为我安排最好的。

小的时候，总听不懂什么是‘交托’，所以一遇到不顺心的事，就一直都看不开，想不通。

 好比说，我之前考Grade 8时，成绩不如我所愿。我还记得当时我哭得 把整张certificate 都弄湿了。

现在回想起来，或许是上帝借着这件事让我看见新的一条路-那就是读法律。

每个人都说，法律不简单，这我当然知道，因为如果简单的话，律师不该那么少了把？呵呵。

现在的我就快要考A LEVEL了。 三个科目，商业，法律，会计，压力很大，可是我真的付出了努力。刚才听朋友说我的商业在模拟考试拿班上第二高分，真的感到很感恩。其实，我并没有很大的信心，一半是因为做答时间相当短，另一方面是我英文并没有很好。

我相信这是上帝给我的鼓励，叫我要继续加油，不住祷告。

我的好朋友也考得很好，我也为她感到开心。虽然她是非基督徒，我还是会继续为她祷告。

好的朋友不用多，拥有了就要珍惜，要诚心。

难得遇到要走同一条路的知己，相信是主为我安排的。 

主的恩典真的够我用。

就是学不会。

就是学不会顺其自然。

每次身边的朋友遇到挫折，我都会跟他们说‘顺其自然’，鼓励他们别想太多，放下烦恼忧愁，珍惜现在呼吸的每一口氧气。

到底我自己做得到吗? 其实，我做不到。

我很期待我的未来，期待上帝为我安排的未来，期待那些注定是属于我的可以到来。

可是，我这次有没有走错多一次？有没有进错junction？
我很害怕。

其实我能明白一切太突然，太快，太虚幻。可是有些事不是能轻易地在我的掌控之下，忽然就发展了。主啊，我真的不想再痛多一次了，我很害怕，求你带领我，使我能刚强壮胆，妥善管理着一切。

有时我又很矛盾。
人人都说‘认真你就输了’。我本来想不要认真，但我想这因该是我的本性吧。
可不可以让我能像其他人一样什么都看得开？


或许这是一个考验，让一切能稳固的考验。
我该想办法学会顺其自然了。